Teenage boy advice please so confused does he just like me in a sexual way.?

I Told him today that I have a crush on him and have for a long time he said that he doesn't want to ruin what we have his exact words. I was telling him this story about how I was watching porn and my dad walked in because we are friends and we usually talk about sex but then he says brb I need to jack off. It was kinda weird I ran out of questions so I asked him some stuff about his friends I repeated myself because I was a little nervous so he didn't reply back when I said back after my brb. Is it okay if I text him tomorrow to or will he just ignore it . Guys I need some subjects to discuss with him Or things to talk about with him. Should I just give up on our friendship? Be honest please